Friends.

Lately i've been realizing how much i truly love my friends. It's not that deal where it's just "love you, meant it!" It's real, i would do anything to help you, keep you safe, make you laugh, keep you close, type love.

I think one of the hardest things i had to deal with in 2009 was coming to terms that i was loosing some very, very close friends. Regardless if it was because of false rumors, unneeded drama, or feelings that needed to be talked about but weren't, it hurts. It hurts to see people you love go on with their life without you, not even giving a second thought to catching up or keeping you in the know. It hard to watch a friend move on because a boy got in the way of how things were. Or to grow apart from a best friend, for reason you don't even understand.

I know one thing, looking back on friendships and the good laughs shared, i thank God that we got to walk through life together, even if it was a short time.

On the other end, one thing i LOVE is best friends that are amazing. My best friend since 8th grade is the bomb.com and i don't know how to say it otherwise. Although she's in Clemson things are still solid and i think we're still learning stuff about eachother, which is weird since i'm not sure there is much left to learn. And growing closer to people you've known for a while, what a blessing. All around, i'm so thankful God has blessed me with some amazing people in my life, whether it was a short but sweet friendship or an on going one, i treasure each one.

Moving on, i'd like to express how excited i am for 2010. I don't know why, i've never really been excited for a new year so this is a weird feeling. But needless to say i'm pumped for whatever it has in store.